william’s Blog

don’t know what’s bothering,

can’t tell what’s inside,

seems so down,

as my heart crushed on a big rock,

tried to ment it together,

tried to voice it out,

but i can’t make a noise out of my throat,

im wordless in my mind and speechless from my heart..

day by day he’s more confuse,

the feelings in himself dat he can’t tells,

living on days by days confusingly,

as every part of his body are falling apart,

but is strongly holding on for not to be shown,

every time moon rises he dies,

wen the sun rises, he keep on fighting strongly,

counting on the days he had fought through,

and wondering wen could dis end…

i cant see it clearly,

i x noe which path to take,

it just seem so close but i know,

its yet still very far,

but why?

i tried to make the move,

but i’m still not there yet,

i x wanna give up,

yet i dont know should i go on…..

everyday im sitting here,

thinking at those good old days,

nothing dat had faded away,

everything seems to be like yesterdays,

i never wanna forget,

isn’t because i miss those days,

but i wanna learn from it,

i wanna it to remind me,

for the mistakes i done.

it had been some time wen the rainbow appear,

so beautifully crossing the sky,

making my life as colourfull as it is,

i cant grab it,

i cant hold it

i cant even go near it,

i dont know how to show my appreciation to it,

i cant tell how much i love it,

i dont noe what should i do,

i dont noe how to do it,

i’m scared,

it started to fade away before i try to fly there,

im scared if i fly there to early and it’ll be spoiled by me,

leaving hatred in others,

i cant be selfish yet i cant lose the rainbow.

In the old truck,

With the tank full fueled,

And hands on the wheel,

The roads is just all in my mid where to head,

With the all speed this truck runs,

On the freeway like there’s no the end of the world,

Back to my hmtown n shouted out loud,

I’m back!

The where I begin my life,

From the day I’m out to the day I start walking,

I’m gonna start all over again!

I never gonna give up this time,

I ain’t gonna fall n make the same mistake again!

kulihat langit yang tiada bintang,

bagaikan ku tanpamu,

slalunya kamu di sisiku,

tapi kini tiada lagi berlaku,

aku ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih,

kerana sudi meluangkan masamu bersamaku,

di masa yg telah berlalu,

kalau benarkan mohon ampun diminta,

agar kau bisa kembali ke sisiku.

Although you already went away,

Having great times with the new life,

I don’t mean to disturb,

But I jus want to say that,

Thinking of u is easy but,

Missing you is heart breaking,

I don’t need you to come back,

I’m willing to give up everything,

For ur happiness,

Your happiness bring me to feel of blissful,

I’ll pray for your good and,

I just hope u’re fine…

Believe me,

Behind the dark storm,

Behind the rain,

There’s bright light,

Believe me rainbow will show up,

I don’t want your wealthy,

I don’t need your heart,

Neither your sexiness,

Not even your look,

Believe what I said,

Believe what I promised,

Believe me,

That I’ll be there when you are down,

I’ll be there when you are sad,

I’ll be there when you need some1 to be there,

I don’t want anything from you to repay,

I just needed your trust.

The day, I were told that you love me,

untill the day u stood in front of me,

u admitted somehow u fallen on me,

i dont mean to push u aside,

i dont noe wat to say other den rubbish,

i tried to explain how u exactly felt,

i dont noe wheter i’m right, i feeling guilty,

i dont mean to hurt u, i dont try loving u,

but on the day wen i let go ur hand,

i felt my heart is crushing, i felt my tears in my eyes,

i holded it up for not falling down,

i looked away for u not realise,

it is when I realise that u stuck in my heart,

i looked into the mirror looking for clues,

i’m answered and made up my mind,

I’m ready to let go of you for Your happiness.